Its 12 mths since you left and i thought that i could do something for your beautiful family i still carnt imagine what they are going through because when i sit and think it still upsets me to think that you are gone. I always think back to the time that me and marie set fire to the garage when we were younger ive never been so scared, not because we could of burnt the garage down or ourselfs but because i never wanted you to shout at me and marie, we were good kids lol we just wanted to keep warm. I always remember when we all went blackpool on the bus and james wouldnt share his sweets so you took them off him and handed them out to all us kids and he threw a right paddy that was funny very funny but you didnt agree with him not sharing lol even if he didnt have any sweets left ha ha miss you loads baz always will see you some day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx